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-E-LLA in short;
18'03 Nineteen-ninety2 .

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ORANGE, my favourite COLOUR.

COKE, my ADDICTION.

And oh,

I LOVE BUTTERFLIES!

I'm hot-tempered, but im nice. Only say you know me best if you can understand when i say "I'M COMPLICATED"

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Thursday, July 29, 2010 @11:33 PM ♥

My previous post was

" My mind is not functioning, i can't think properly . My heart is dead, i can't feel what's exactly inside. I am like abnormal with nothing good in me. I am like a failure to everything. It seemed like everything that is happening to me involves majority of the people i know, and therefore i will always be labelled as the "trouble-maker" . I must admit that i am one, and I've brought many people down. I've made many suffer. The truth has come out from *insert name here* .  A family problem,not relationship for goodness sake. And i don't feel there is a need for me to live any longer, but that was minutes ago. To think back that someone has lived and still living her life for the sake of another person, it's good for me to change my entire life over to become a new valuable person and i should, really. It takes time and effort but if i really want, I CAN DO IT! It's never too late for anything, true enough?  I can't let emotions take over me, and i shall not let the "easily-influenced" me to continue too. Two things, 1) i must stop all my nonsense ; 2) i must have self-control. Actually, I've committed a mistake of all that requires my presence in court. Anything got to do between the government and court is seriously a very big deal and a very big matter! I disappointed someone, and i think it is no use crying over spilled milk. The thing is, and the fact that i can't cry. I would be lying to myself if i say i am not sad , but i didn't even shed a single tear but to just stare blankly to the surroundings. And i would be lying if i say i am NOT lack of love. ".

I was frustrated that there is an error at the very end of the post only when i finished typing everything previously, so i've decided to unpublish it.  But i am retrieving it here by "copy and paste" -ing from the draft, because I WANT YOU TO KNOW, do you get what i mean? I hope so. (:

 

Let us together, stop the gap that is becoming wider each day between us and settle things down soon as possible.

It's not that difficult but to just speak up and be open.

I WANT BACK THE OLD US, pretty pls! :DD