My "Hari Raya 2010" did started off quite well. The first week of Hari Raya every year is basically spending time over at my grandma's house to help out in the kitchen especially. The hardwork worth the pay is all i can say. I am thankful enough to still get to earn some money, and what i got so far for the first two days is far way beyond expected. ALHAMDULILLAH! :D The visitings will only take place on this coming weekend, and today is just the start of the week. I am still in my Hari Raya/holiday mood when it is like THREE more days to exam and i haven't even do my revision.
And you know only one thing that i want now, and that is to smoke!
" Rambut dah banyak gugur, kacang kat muka dah makin banyak keluar , bawah-mata pun dah makin hitam! "
THE "DAYANGS" ON 1ST-DAY OF HARI RAYA 2010! :D
To all muslims,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
" Ampun dan maaf andainya TER-kasar bahasa, TER-silap bicara, TER-marah yang tak kena, TER-tanya tak tentu hala, TER-sasul yang tak sengaja, TER-pukul kat mana-mana, TER-pekik di telinga, TER-hantuk kepala, TER-pinjam harta bende, TER-moody tak semena-mena, TER-umpat bila-bila, TER-macam macam lagi yang kene mengena. Semoga dimaafkan, kerana you lah kawan i dunia dan akhirat! "
Yesterday, it was a thorough cleaning for my room. As expected, i will find something i don't want to see. If you know what i mean, you will feel me. Those letters, pictures and photo frames that was kept secretly in my drawer, other than the soft-toys which i see everyday on my bed. All goes into the bin, and memories with my last are now only left with the soft-toys.
I cleared up my closet too. These are some giveaway clothes last year. But too bad, this year i don't have any to giveaway. I throw them instead, not many though.
As i was clearing, i do try some of the clothes to see if i still can fit into it, and to my surprised i found many Hari Raya baju from like years ago that i CAN still wear. And not only that, but i remember wearing them like only once or twice, which means they are still in good condition. As for the normal clothes, i had fun mix-and-match them as i try on.
So that's what i do at home when i don't attend school yesterday! :D
Oh well, Sunday at Geylang was hectic! We had a hard-time settling down for buka! As usual, every makan place is packed, even at the bazaar and it was drizzling. I don't think i agree with what i heard , after i went there to see for myself. I think it is the same as every year. The bazaar is ALWAYS boring, as ever. The best part is only the food and the excitement to buy your baju, that's all isn't. Imagine me in the middle of the crowd, very hot and sweating all over with ZERO hours of sleep! I am thankful enough that i don't faint but somehow i think i have a slight mood-swing.
Lil Ryan: Kak, nak gula colour pink.
Cousin: huh? *look at me with a blur face*
Me: Oh, candy-floss! (main hentam je, paderhal tak tawu AHAHAAA)
Lil' Ryan: (repeated what he said)
Me: Kau jgn nk merenggik pat sini, later la! (fierce-tak-menjadi)
Lil Ryan: *let go of my hand and goes to cousin*
Aww...
Kesian si budak kecik ni, tapi at last dapat jugak teros senyap! HAHAHAAAA
Every year, a minimum of two pieces of baju is a must-have for me. But this year, i got extra one which totals up to three pieces. Coincidentally, i have the same color as Izyan's for all of them. :) Everything is brand-new this year! I mean, i don't buy a brand-new heels/bags like every year. Especially when i am not the type who wear heels on normal days like some of you do. It's like, it doesn't have to be really nice but i wear what i feel comfortable with. COMFORT COMES FIRST! (:
And counting down to...... three days to Hari Raya!
* put both hands in the air and jumps around*
Many had left, and another one left too, a couple coming back and one still stays.
Before you even say something or think about anything, let me tell you this.
I may treat them differently but afterall, all of them are just my friends and friends can be special.
Doesn't mean i miss them, i like them.
Doesn't mean i treat them good, i admire them.
Doesn't mean i get to know them, they are my date.
And doesn't mean i am mean to them, i hate them.
People have been asking me about my status on facebook.
Which says " Relationship status : Married " .
Some even assumed that i really have a boyfriend, and not only that.
Some even think that i "tanam" him too.
Maybe you are trying to find fault with me, making me hate you, but i think you just took the wrong step.
Even before i leave, you left me first.
Too bad that i actually made you hate me before you even make me hate you too.
And to my closed one who obviously know me far way better, i think you are smart enough to not to believe the rumors that is going around.
They have just got nothing better to do.
" I ignore texts. I let the phone ring. I log off of Facebook chat. It's nothing personal, but people need to realize that sometimes I just don't want to talk. "
Apart from that, i just got my phone credit top-up today.
I'm sorry to whoever it may concerns, i really hope you guys understand. :D
It's been quite long since i last saw them , and i miss those happy times together.
Hari Raya 2009 , and i wonder how it would be like this year...
One reason why i am excited for Geylang later, because i cant wait to see them! :D
But sadly, this one here will not be tagging along.
I hardly sees him since he started school in Kindergarten
Fridays@ grandma's place is kinda different without him around , you know! Hmph..
Let's see if you can spot the difference! Nyehahahaaa...
Look 1:
After 5mins...
( Look 2: )
Baking Life on fb. This game is so lame, yet addictive.
I mean, how can girls not like games that has got to do with decorating baking and/or cooking!
And you tell me how can i not fall in love with my own cafe!
Pretty isn't? =)
Oh wait! One more thing before i end. Pictures above are mostly out-dated but each and every one of them has a precious memory to me. Why am i not posting the recent pictures, you might ask. Actually, my photo-editor software is down , and i can't edit my photos and combine them together. If you have used onsugar before, you will know how irritating to wait for one picture to upload especially when the file-size is huge. Unlike the other blog-sites like blogspot, for example, where-by you can select everything in a folder and upload it at one time.
[Intro]
I shouldn't have ever let you go cause now I fall deeper
The cracks have broken into pieces forever
I cant pick them up again to turn the tables around
SO ITS BEST I LEAVE AND MAKE MY MOVE, TO GO, AWAY.
[Verse 1]
This will always be a story I wont unfold
Its living deep right in me and its all untold
To sacrifice my love for you was wrong
Now you're telling me to leave and to move on
Why did you have to keep it false
You weren't aware of things you caused
You left the most stain here on my life tonight
[CHORUS]
Eating you alive
(Im waiting for you to feel my sorrow that bleeds)
You wont feel how much you've done the same to me
[Verse 2]
It feels so empty now everywhere I go
Killing me right inside you're a shadow
Guess I'll hafta move on and I'll swallow
For my karma will haunt you now
Your choice wasnt right
I wont see you tonight
[CHORUS]
Eating you alive
(Im waiting for you to feel my sorrow that bleeds)
You wont feel how much you've done the same to me
[Outro]
I shouldn't have ever let you go
The cracks have broken into pieces
I can't pick them up right again to turn the tables around
I'll make my way to leave you now
[CHORUS]
Eating you alive
(Im waiting for you to feel my sorrow that bleeds)
You wont feel how much you've done the same to me
Music composition: Adib
Lyrics: Rohaishah
Goodbye August, and HELLO SEPTEMBER!
and 9 more days to Hari Raya! Horray!!
Two weeks of holidays, thanks to YOG.
And another extra two days, thanks Labour Day cum Teacher's Day too.
But i think i need one more week, TO STAY HOME! As you know, on period days and lack of sleep can make pimples pop-out. And yes, i am f disgusted with my face now! Not one, not two but THREE AT ONE TIME, with the perfect spot each on my face. One on the left-cheek, one on the right-cheek, and one at the jaw. Other reasons might also be, i am way too depressed and stressed-out. But i don't want to touch on that, i can still handle it by myself. (:
On a pathetic Wednesday morning, when the other of my family members are out- to either work or to some other places, i am just home-alone rotting infront of this screen. I don't think i would have enough energy to even do some house chores today, or to be exact- now, because i haven't taken my breakfast yet and i need to save some energy for later, approach me if you happen to see me in Bazzaar Geylang tonight , and obviously the main reason is because i haven't sleep. But to my surprise, i can still manage to type out everything for the previous entry and this too! Actually, i do have tons of pictures to upload but i am pretty lazy now. If you know me, you will know that i will always keep my camera rolling no matter in what situation or environment. I will just keep on snapping pictures, wherever i am and whatever i am doing.
My blog is plainly dull without pictures. Hopefully, i will come back on the next post with tons of pictures.
I shall end here since i've nothing much to say already and my fingers are tired.
G-O-O-D-B-Y-E!
Mood swings are not a fun experience for anyone. One moment everything is perfectly fine, and the next thing you know you're on an emotional rollercoaster ride. The person responsible is often regretful and upset, while the person on the other end feels hurt and wronged. Relationships become strained and misunderstandings occur. Fortunately, there are a number of ways that you can prevent your mood swings and return you control of your life.
POP PILLS FOR A BOOST?
Many women do not like to resort to medication to regulate moods as it can have other unwanted side effects. Never fear as there are also some natural supplements that can also be helpful in regulating your mood. Flaxseed capsules provide essential fatty acids, which can help in controlling moods. Taking vitamin B6 and calcium supplements of PMS under check, including extreme mood swings during periods. Take Vitamin C regularly as a Vitamin C deficiency may result in fatogue and weakness, irritability and depressed mood.
WHAT GOES IN MUST COME OUT
You may want to avoid foods that are high in sugar, fat and caffeine. Fatty foods tend to make you lethargic and moody. Food and drinks high in sugar and/or caffeine can result in a "sugar crash" which can make you feel cranky, agitated and more prone to mood swings. Eating the right foods however, can help stabilize your blood sugar level and prevent mood swings.
Sardines - Good for regulating moods and can also increase mental performance.
Skim Milk, yogurt, cottage, cheese and eggs - Rich in Vitamin B and folate that can stabilize emotions as well as boost your immune system.
Carbohydrates - Helps you improve your mood.
HIT TO THE GYM
Having a regular routine of any exercise program actually helps.
- It helps to stabilize your mood and may directly improve mood.
CATCH SOME ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZS
Lack of sleep is one common cause of mood swings. Sleep is very important for muscle repair and overall cell recovery. Sleep also allows your body to relax and release the stress and tension the body has accumulated during the day. Also lack os sleep causes compromised brain function and thus makes you more prone to mood swings. Ideally, adults should get 7 to 9 hours of sleep a night.
IT HAD TO BE YOU
If you know you are prone to mood swings, taking time to pamper yourself occasionally may works wonders.
Shopping ; Spas ; Facials ; Manicures ; Extreme Sports ; Walking in the garden :- works for some people.
Do it with people whose company you enjoy.
- Keep you in a positive state of mind and greatly prevent mood swings.
Once you are able to control you mood swings, the quality of life for you and your loved ones will improve greatly.
P.S. I MISS HAVING F&N LESSONS IN SCHOOL ! :D
