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-E-LLA in short;
18'03 Nineteen-ninety2 .

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ORANGE, my favourite COLOUR.

COKE, my ADDICTION.

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Monday, November 15, 2010 @3:09 AM ♥





On Thursday, 11November2010(11112010) , i've lost someone that is very meaningful to me. My beloved uncle passed away, and that has a great impact on me. He was the one and only uncle that is closest to me. We shared many happy moments together with no one else but just us. I teared in everything i do since the day he was gone, there's just too many sweet memories. He never fails to make me laugh, he never fails to remember me in no matter what he do and where he goes. I remembered arriving at my grandmother's house ,with him, eagerly telling me to eat the food that he bought for me as he knows what i like to eat. The last food he bought for me, few days before he was gone, was mee bakso. The last food he shared with me was a desert. The last time i talked to him was on the phone for very long, he was asking me to accompany him to the hospital for a follow-up check-up for his operation which supposingly to be on the 16th nov. One of my aunt told me, before he was gone, he told her that he wanted to ask me out to eat at Eastpoint's banquet. I remembered him telling my nenek that he "sayang" me, very touching i know. ;( I can't probably be listing all down here because it will be a never ending one. You know the feeling where-by you cried too much till you can't even cry anymore? That's what i am now. 


And he passed away in that condition.

Dear my beloved uncle,

it looks like my heart really crashed to see you go. I never got the chance to apologize to you for all my wrongdoings and i never got the chance to fulfill my dreams to return you for all the good-deeds you did to me. I will never forget that, and most importantly YOU as the uncle that always gave me strength and encouragement in the things i do. I don't wan't you to go but at the same time i can't bare to see you suffer any longer. ALLAH also has seen how you suffered much and that he loves you more and took you with him. I'll never stop praying hard for you and will your roe be peacefully grounded in heaven.  I hope you're safe and doing fine up there. I MISS YOU, UNCLE. I'll come and visit you this Wednesday, insyallah. 

With love, 
Sheila