Thursday, February 17, 2011 @3:32 AM ♥
Hi, i'm here again to post. I know that i just posted yesterday but it's not wrong to post like again, like everyday isn't? What do you think? Hmm... Today school started only at two pm and i was pretty lazy actually to go to school because the weather is just so scorching hot but i did go to school in the end. Had mee siam for lunch before i headed to school and thanked god that my stomach doesn't give me problems while i'm at class. I've not even started my 3D-max project on animation and the due date is this coming Monday. I'm dead. I somehow hate the tutorials on Youtube for this particular topic or whatever you call it. I've yet to find a video-tutorial that has a clearer and step-by-step instruction on how to do it and what's more i think they explained it way too fast. Class ended at 6pm and you know what? I was totally worn-out , and i almost died in the train. Aha. That's too dramatic, don't you think? Alright, i almost fainted sounds better maybe? It's like at every station, i was saying to myself " When will i reach? Why is it so slow? Sigh. " ! And i look at the map at every stop, looking at how many stops more to go. Yes, that bad! I think it's because i wasn't feeling very well these days either. I'm just feeling sick for the past two or three days. My throat has been very itchy and that makes me have dry-cough. And every-time i cough, i cough real hard and my stomach muscle hurts. I know i look okay while i'm outside in the day, but yeah to tell you honestly i suffer most of the time at night. This is like since i was young, whenever i got sick, the worst part is always during the night where-by the sickness really attacked me. I don't know about you guys but that's what i have to face. Oh yeah, the moment i reached home, i quickly had my dinner, another round of mee siam, and the next thing i know is that i was lying flat on the bed. Had a good five hours of sleep, woke-up at around 1am just now, feeling very sleepy still and my head was a bit dizzy. I think i'm going back to sleep anytime soon, tomorrow morning i have a test and needs to be in school real early to revise. I forgot to mention this in my previous post, but to anyone that may concern, between me and him is officially over. The way we ended it isn't good at all and isn't what i favor but i just have to take it. And to whoever that might be my next, one thing i want to tell you guys. If you guys ain't interested in me anymore, just please tell me honestly, straight to my face. I know it may hurt but i feel that is the best way. I hate you keeping silence, avoiding yourself from me, left me clueless with so many question marks on where did i go wrong, when all you need to do is to simply tell me that you're ain't going to continue or have any relation with me anymore. So please guys, bare that in mind. And also, know me well first before you even ask me to be your one, because i don't want history to repeat itself. I guessed you know what i mean.
" Yeah you left, but that's not the end. :) " on my MSN status.
CHEERS!



